Jesus has been protecting me the last two nights. It's strange; I've been for 5 years afraid of exorcisms and other things, afraid of admitting there's anything demonic in my life. But the effects are obvious, both for good and evil. When we have sex with these imaginary women, we are letting bad spirits f**k us. We are opening the doors to harassment, obsession, and eventually possession.

Think about something. Is there a possibility that the voice you hear in your head, that the feelings that wash over you when you are being remotely aroused (i.e. not with a woman, or not even sometimes near a computer), that this is a spirit that is trying to sleep with you? To seduce your guard down and rape you? To make you think it's you and to hide inside your own feelings? What if it were possible that, yes we are at fault for what we decide, but that temptation to this obviously destructive practice, that this temptation was a pull from demonic sources?

It dawned on me the other night while I was lying down that there was something 'on' me. Someone else here on /r/nofapchristians said the same thing about some other situation, but it dawned on me that what if there was some spirit that would try to sleep with me when I was trying to fall asleep? I mean, it's not like a person who crawls into bed with you. It's not that obvious. But there is still something there, that washes over me, that overtakes common sense and reality - the reality that it's just me in my bed and not very romantic.