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I Hate Everyone
I was typing away on my computer, when my mother commented that I hated everyone.
The idea never actually occurred to me before. However, I realized I don't like a single person on this planet. I like my cat, I like my dog, and that's about it. I try to be a good person, do the right thing...
But everyone is just so selfish, self-absorbed, annoying to the extreme. I can't stand to be around people most of the time and listen to their tiny mundane concerns when really -- the whole world is pretty messed up and there are seriously more important problems than x, y, or z. Then it occurred to me. Is there a reason why I'm so nice to people who frankly don't deserve it? Why do I put up with people hugging me and shaking my hand, when really I wish them on the other side of the planet where they can't bother me or anyone else.
I claim to be "zen" without any hatred, but maybe I'm just deluding myself.
I look at history and I see so many places where we could have taken a different path ... and maybe this would better.
So, I guess I'm asking for a bit of advice. Am I misanthropic? Wikipedia is being so vague ...
Or do I need to go searching for some other explanation as to why I feel this way.