"Oh Sweetly broken, your in the best place to find Jesus. You've read my prayer thread,"
So, your pray thread is the best place to "find Jesus?"
"I was in despair just a few months ago. I was riddled with such pain and satan was attacking me from all directions!!"
Prove that the cause of your pain was Satan. How do you know it wasn't the gout, arthritis or your overly active imagination?
"I felt unloved and unimportant."
Your probably are unloved and unimportant. Go with those feelings.
"I loved Jesus so much but He had gone quiet and my prayer and praise time was a struggle."
Fictional characters tend to be very quiet.
"I knew I had to make myself do it,but I really didnt want to."
You mean, give up on ridiculous reliance on an imaginary savior?
"It was all part of the plan to completely break me I'm sure."
Oh, so you're contending that your omnipotent, omniscient omni-benevolent God was causing you great pain and suffering as part of his good and loving plan for you?
"He let me go so low,every day was so painful! I was sure He just didnt love me enough to want to help!!"
You know, that doesn't sound mush like a loviong God. It sounds like an indifferent universe, to me.
"(satan can make up some great lies!)"
Prove it. Prove that Satan even exists.
"I was physically, spiritually and emotionally broken."
That doesn't require any supernatural intervention.
"I spent a week overwhelmed and I just kept crying out to Him."
It would seem that crying out for almost anyone or anything else would have been of more use.
"I told Him even if He didnt love me, I loved Him and I wouldn't stop."
You told that to who? Oh, that imaginary friend of yours? Try to find a few more tangable friends. They are of more help.
"I told Him I would never let go of the hem of His robe!"
How annoying.
"It was aweful. So believe me I understand the broken place,but when you cry out Jesus from there, He comes to your aid!!"
Prove it. Prove that any real improvement in you state of mind was the result of intervention by Jesus.
"Your desperate cries will move Him from His throne in heaven and before you know it you'll be smelling His sweet aroma!!"
First, if God is omniscient, one shouldn't having to use desperate cries to get his attention.
Second, that sweet aroma isn't the sweaty, rarely bathed, never brushed his teeth, Jesus, it's the bakery down the street.
