How am I suppose to live knowing all of this? I've done so much research and now im 200% sure it was orchistrated by government tyrants. Everywhere I go I feel like 'i know something you dont know' its hard to explain. I always had this instictive fear of the corporate world as it was. but now that ive learned about this bad bad thing, my fear is through the roof. im more of a hermit now than ever. Ive never really talked about it w/ anyone yet. Not even my parents. Just today, i flat out told my shrink at the end of the session. I just opened a whole new door to my already existing crazy paranoia. She seems very interested to hear more about it next week, but I really do not know how open-minded shell be about the whole thing. Sorry to say, It felt VERY awkard just spilling those beans. You just dont know how something like that can shake someones nerves. Im afraid im so unstable, i can completely mess up the whole conversation.