Christians need to realize that we are called to suffer... We must have the full armor of God on in order to combat the forces of evil that try to destroy us. We go through many things. I certainly have myself!!! Read the Psalms every day like 5 chapters. Then you'll read the whole thing in a month. I have a schedule I could send you on this.

The weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds. Casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God and bringing every thought captive to Christ