I'm new here. Im 20 years old,and well i have a pretty disturbing question. Im a straight christian male,but yesterday my roomate who is also christian used my computer and found i had been looking at gay porn. I have no desire at all to date a guy or have relationship or whatever. Growing up during my teen years i had no christian guy friends my age,between 15-19. During those hard years,i got into gay porn,most likely i guess because i had no real relationships w/ guys during that time. Now my christian roomate is like freaked out because he caught me. I actually stopped doing it when i become friends with this guy. But it just popped up recently again,i tried to explain to him that im not attracted to guys. Its a mess,our friendship last few weeks has been growing and been so good. He said that it shouldnt get in way of friendship