One night me and my girlfriend are on LSD coming off a very large dose. Don't say "all credibility is out the window now..." because as far as I am concerned this only makes it easier to open up to new experiences. The majority of the heavy effects are gone but I am in the rather robotic tail end of the experience, just wanting to be sober. I look out and notice an airplane, I was sure it was an airplane, my view is spectacular and the airport is only two towns away so planes come in low. It had white and red lights just like a plane and it was a plane. All of a sudden a flash of blue and purple came out of nowhere and all of a sudden I have the earie feeling that I am dreaming, like that couldnt have just happened. My girlfriend was like WTF am I witnessing, all I could say is Oh my god... I then feel a frequency change, I felt it in my ears, my eyes, and my thoughts, like something just hyjacked my consciousness. I feel violated and at complete mercy to these aliens. I happen to think they are the Greys, more on that later. I can hear a low hum, focusing on this hum allowed me to "speak" to these entities in my head. While looking at the craft I could not pinpoint its location anymore, it was wherever I thought it to be and wherever I looked. My eyes felt like they were telescopic as the ship appeared to take up my entire view. It felt like my body was at my house but my vision was halfway between me and the ship. My cats are meowing at this thing, but it is apparent to me that nobody else can see this. Suddenly I felt its attention shift from me to my cats who then ran away and back to me. Then it was all gone. Like nothing had happened. 10 minutes later a black helicopter did multiple sweeps past the area. I tried to pass it off as just the LSD, however something never sat well after this experience, I became scared of having future contact so much so I believe I created another experience about 8 months later on July 4 2011.

July 4 2011: A few days prior I had obsessive fears of meeting these greys face to face, my father bought me an alienware laptop for graduation which I couldn't fucking believe and my dreams have been plagued by alien contact. If I had a bad dream it was aliens, nothing else.

Another LSD experience, what a fantastic time I had that night until I retreated to my room. Like I said I have an excellent view and fireworks littered my landscape. I was in awe, my girl left the room without me noticing so I was under the impression that somebody was still in the room as I was in a trance from the fireworks. I turn around and said "Are you seeing this!" only to realize that she wasn't there. Typeing this gives me jitters, and I freeze. I know I am not alone here, I let something in because I let my guard down, I left a wormhole open for something to enter because in my head there was somebody in the room the entire time, and again I was tripping and had fears of Aliens. The feeling was indescribable, again I felt the all too familiar feeling of a frequency shift. The feeling was terrible this time, as if I was "prey" the kind of feeling like you are trapped in an alley and there is a shadowing figure of unknown intent staring at you blocking the exit. I turn and its like I can't focus my eyes on the darkness of where it was standing, but I knew the exact location, height, and I could feel its thinking. I now know somewhat of what it feels like to be a Grey, its something I just can't explain. I look relatively Greylike, I am tall and quite slim, no matter how much I eat I never gain a pound and I am extremely good with computers, programming and mathematics. It felt like I was not allowed to see him, but that I need to think of them. The Grey communicated "in literally 3 seconds" that I need to think of them with love because they do not have emotion and require it to move into the 5th dimension along with humanity. The LSD has made me form a unique connection to this race because I am able to understand them more and "meet them halfway" which is required to be able to have contact. I also had some background information with my research that would allow me believe what was being communicated to me. Now I just tell myself who better on earth to make contact with than me, I wouldn't wish this on anyone and I feel as though they have succeeded in what they set out to do and will not be visited again. I believe I am not the only one helping this race with my loving thoughts, there are others.