... when God allowed me to heal all sorts of things from insects to animals to people I didn't jump to the conclusion it was God right away at first I thought my body was going through some sort of weird electromagnetism (Im talking green mile kinda stuff) Then I have experienced absolutely mind blowing communion where God was communicating with me as if I had one of those ear piece cell phone hook-ups you know where it looks like the person is talking to themselves but their on the phone.
the fact is I had to force myself to internalize my responces now I know that the reason God chose to reveal himself to me so strogly is because he does know that an experience like that can make someone feel crazy.
But, I'm a scientist at heart and I'm a hardcore sceptic so I wasn't backing down or running away and on the other hand I wasn't leaping forward either so God just kept proving Himself to me over and over again.
When I finished the book it was July 28, 2005 I have given it free to anyone who asks because I know that's what I'm supposed to do.