(Post 95088)Julian again exposes its sadistic sexual desires. The sheer irony is irresistable in its post. Will Julian scrape out her womb with a cactus, and then think, one is not what one simply denounces?
No, this sadist does not have any concern with her reproductive organs, and either wants to enjoy the ano-gential sadism it always reaches for, as a insult to a women's humanity.
Julian needs those sadistic ano-genital thoughts to occur as frequently as possible to keep the mind alive in its most excited selfishness.
But, let us approach this sadistic vicelord from the angle of getting pleasure from "behind". This accomplishes the sadistic wish of Julian, making one not see the face of the one who serves being that object of inflicted sexual pain. Actually, it exposes the fact that Julian does not want eye to eye contact while torturing another human for its sadistic sexual pleasures. Are you a cowardly sadist Julian? Come on Julian, put that cactus in her, face to face, and quit being a cowardly sadist. But, will it be the usual place preferred by you Julian? The anus? Or are you going to receive your sadistic pleasure by using her vagina as a substitute "anus"?
Is it time to post some anal "mandala cartoon" now as a retort to your being? You know art expert, that center of one's being expressed as a circle, dot, or enclosure. A enclosure of one's world idea and where it begins and ends. We all know it will include the anus being used for your reality devoted to sadism. Poor Julian swims in a world where one insults oneself and thinks it is a insult to another. Know thy self Julian, and you might get some awareness of the reality you have made always revolve around the torture of the ano-genital area.
Now, you do know it began when your mother failed to potty train you effectively, and made those "foggy touch memories" associated with your ano-gential area, become a hate/pleasure object. Tell us Julian, does a mandala with a dot , surrounded by a circle, catch your eye? It comes from your first touch memories of ano-genital pleasure. Buddha knows what makes you love the anus. It is your first memory of selfish pleasure which one should abandon if one must evolve beyound your ano-genital desires. From that dot comes all those circles expanding outward through one's life devoted to ano-genital sadism. Next time you throw a stone in the water you will see your sadistic ano-genitalism being that dot where the stone hit water. The beginning. Or in your case, maybe it will hit some shit and splatter out in a circle surrounding your reality.
Now Julian, your reality is entered by using sadism as having some worth to you, or why else think such thoughts Julian? Are they insults, or selfish love thoughts being expressed to others who have the collective mind of you? You know, a appeal to others who have thoughts such as yours, and appeal for approval of your mandala? Why, here you find yourself amongst many who enjoy their euphemisms for self pleasure using the word "sex" and meaning self pleasure. David the father of future vice, is a willing mind puppet to you, and needs your wisdom concerning ano-genital wisdom.