You are a loser.
You are pursuing a losing ideology.
Your idol, Hitler, was a loser.
Hitler made the following catastrophic errors:
Abrogated the 1939 MolotovRibbentrop Nonaggression Pact, and invaded Russia (called USSR at the time), the greatest political-military-logistical blunder of all history. This blunder alone resulted in:
Chronic oil shortage because USSR was a faithful and plentiful supplier of oil (and other raw materials).
Bringing the largest army of all time to bear on Germany.
Destruction of the majority of the German Army.
Expelled and murdered the Jews, leading to:
A terrible shortage of trained physicians because Jews comprised nearly 40% of all physicians in Germany; this shortage lasted until the mid 1950s.
Loss of a very talented group of scientists and engineers at a time when the need for them was greatest.
Kissed of the chance to build the first atomic bomb. The USA's atomic bomb project was staffed at the high end largely by Jews.
Bombed civilian targets all over Europe resulting in an Allied retaliation that destroyed every factory and every electrical utility in Germany together with the deaths of millions of Germans.
In the Battle of Stalingrad, forbade the necessary retreat until USSR forces completely surrounded the German invasion army cutting off their supplies. This was done because Hitler believed the blowhard Goering who claimed to be able to supply the isolated army by air alone. In fact, Goering delivered about one tenth of the needed supplies. In the end, the entire force was killed or surrendered, resulting in a loss of at least 600,000 men in this battle alone.
I could go on and on listing Hitler's colossal blunders, but surely it is obvious that your sainted idol was an idiot and a total loser.
DFM