The last few days, I have had such a feeling in my heart and butterflies in my stomach. I have never felt this sort of electricity in the air. It is almost like waiting for Christmas morning when I was little. I want to be with the Savior so bad. I have been ill for several years with many health issues. I have to admit that even through I was saved as an 8yrold child and tried to stay close to the Lord, the last 5yrs or so after praying for healing and continuing to get worse, I had almost lost all my faith and started believing maybe I had been fooled all this time. Those thought really got me worried I never was a Christian in the first place if I could doubt things, but I have come to realize that I was in a way that I was sort of feeling betrayed or even angry with God for being silent in my life for so long. I have recently rededicated my life to my Lord Jesus and realized that I don't have to really understand and that I know that He loves me regardless and has some sort of purpose for it all. I used to think that when I got to heaven I was going to be sure to ask the Lord why He let me stay so ill for so long, but anymore, I know I won't need to and really don't even want to. I'm sure He will make it clear to me then anyway. But all I want to do is finally see the face of the One that gave His life for me. Just to be able to tell him face to face how much I love Him and tell Him thank you and just once to feel His arms around me....that will make all that I have ever gone through disappear.
I was listening on you tube to videos of the shofar(rams horn)being blown at rosh hashana(I know I probably spelled that wrong)and it stirs my heart for some reason. Do you think the trump of God will sound like that or will it sound like an actual trumpet in a band?? Just curious on your thoughts of how it will be when the trumpet sounds and what Jesus will say at that time? Will we hear him actually call our names? Will we have anytime to run to a window or door to look out? Probably not since it will be in the blink of an eye. I just hoped I would have time to realize,"this is it!"I am so ready for a Glorified body also.