I'll recommend a book that has helped me greatly.
"Created to Be His Helpmeet" by Debi Pearl.
Man, I've made so many mistakes over the years! Did so many things all wrong!
Once you get into the Word, tho, and start obeying God and putting your husband in his place (as honored head of household), the changes are miraculous.
I was telling my husband about it. He said, "Yea, but what if your husband's a real a*hole?" I said with a smile, "Even so!"
One of our big problems in my mother. She's always hated him. Now I know why. Of course she hates him - he's what Debi calls a "visionary". He's a musician. He's a little different. My mother wanted me to marry a steady man. My man isn't that. He never will be. And that's ok.