I honestly do not understand atheists! They find it easier to believe that the world was made out of nothing randomly and we evolved from monkeys rather than a being (God) perfectly creating everything. You will find most if not all atheists have had something bad happen to them and relate it to religion e.g. if there is a God why did my friend die of cancer. I used to face this all the time when I was younger but now I'm older and have more knowledge of the bible I clearly see their arguments have no substance.

The main problem you have between atheists and Christians is that we work in different dimensions. All atheists see is human logic (even though in my opinion evolution is not even logical on a human level), Christians, however, work in the spiritual dimension which is very hard to explain to someone who is only blinkered to human logic. Human logic no matter how smart you are is stupid compared to Gods logic. You are on the right path, carry on reading your Bible and praying (pray every day in tongues too)