I do know for a 100% fact that I would NEVER marry her again! In hindsight, I don't know anything that I could have done to make things better, except not get married to her in the first place.

Even to this day, she couldn't care less about my ministry. She never reads my website. When we were married, she never encouraged my labors for the Lord, not in the least. In fact, during the divorce my cutthroat wife tried to use my own ministry against me. Her thug attorney demanded my tax returns for 5 years, thinking that I was making money from my websites. He found out that I've never made a single penny. My lawyer said that her lawyer was impressed that with a website as large as mine, I wasn't making any money. I told my lawyer what I tell everyone... I do what I do for the Lord Jesus Christ! By God's grace, my website ministry has grown much larger over the past 10 years since the divorce. My attorney charged me thousands of dollars extra to comb through my website, to see if there was anything my wife's bastard lawyer could use against me. Great wife, huh?

I used to play my pedal steel guitar for her, trying to impress her, but she never cared at all. My music means nothing to her. If I was in the house, she wanted to go outside. If I was outside, she wanted to go into the house. We were never friends, pals or lovers. We were the odd couple from day one, and she was as a crippling ball and chain in my life. That's just the plain truth, not a self-righteous rant.