Until a person is afflicted with endless pain, they naturally can't relate to such suffering and can't possibly understand. They just can't. I know what's it's like to be outside on a beautiful day with the sun shining, and everybody is enjoying life and having a good time, but physical suffering within my body is afflicting me and it overshadows me.

Philippians 2:13, “For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure.” That is why this website is here, i.e., because God has done a work in my heart to will and to do of His good pleasure. Amen and amen!

I have endured the Devil afflicting me ever since my ministry began to grow in 2004. I started the work in 2002. Only the Lord knows the depth of suffering that I've endured. Job didn't have it so bad. The book of Job reads like a biography of my life. Job 16:20-21, “My friends scorn me: but mine eye poureth out tears unto God. O that one might plead for a man with God, as a man pleadeth for his neighbour!” Job 19:19, “All my inward friends abhorred me: and they whom I loved are turned against me.” I have a faithful Savior in Heaven and that is my hope. Jesus is precious!

I ask for your earnest prayers for this ministry and me daily. This ministry is much bigger than me, it's about the Lord Jesus Christ, Who is THE WAY, THE TRUTH, and THE LIFE (John 14:6)! HEAR YE HIM! No one is despised in this world, even among professed Christians, like the TRUTH-TELLER IS DESPISED. I am a truth-teller (except when I am filling out retarded Pfizer drug forms). I expect as much from an unsaved heathen doctor and a greedy drug empire. But we are living in truly perilous times, when even professed Christians don't care about each other anymore. Baptist pastors are a shame to their profession! Who cares? I do. Sadly, I oftentimes wonder if anyone else really cares in churches today. They sure don't on Guam. I would find more compassion in a Roman Catholic church on Guam, than at a lousy place like Harvest Baptist Church or some other hangout for religious people. By God's grace, in accordance with His will, I will never shut my mouth about the things in my soul that I am passionate about! If I have to stand alone in my pain of soul and body, then I will, in a world of cowards!