I will myself hate foreigners, whether they do anything or not, when I am with female acquaintances at the pub I stand between them and any foreigner since they may touch or alternatively drug her. When I see foreigners, I'm prepared to be attacked and I have started going with keys between my fingers if I have to walk past someone, just in case I have to hit them down. I know this is prejudice, and it does not happen all the time, but after everything I hear I constantly assume that foreigners = criminals and I didn't think like this before. I feel disgusted when I read that they can commit any crime, and say they're 13 years old (when it's not fucking close to the truth) and go free, regardless of the evidence. I no longer feel at home in Sweden, and this is the politicians fault. I'm happy when I hear about foreigners not allowed to come to Sweden, I'm happy when the Nazis beat up people who favor immigration, I get happy when I see shit happen to foreigners regardless of who it is. I'm happy when the "shitskins" get tossed out, I hear how horrible what I say is, but it's also the way I feel. Just because I have white skin and Swedish heritage my future is not prioritized, why the hell should I in any way contribute to a society that seems to disgust me? I just want to burn the shit and all those who advocate the madness. If someone bombed the Government House and the Politicians died, I would cheer and laugh, for they do not contribute anything positive for the future of Sweden and the population. I wish SD or something "worse" than the ruling party takes a majority so we can deport foreigners who commit crimes permanently. I do not feel comfortable anymore with that one smile/laugh at a foreigner, because I know that they'll spit at me, or put a knife in my back when they get the chance, or sexually assault someone familiar.