How do you cope with living in this horrible male infested world? I hate how men and patriarchy are the cause of all evilness towards women, animals and the planet and yet nobody recognize it!!! My happiness is almost gone because I found out how horrible the prostitution and porn industry is, but everyday I see people who watch porn and some acquaintances talk about it (even females) like if it was normal and funny.

I feel so alone, I have no feminist friends in my country neither online and I think I will always be alone sorrounded by males and handmaidens and there's nothing I can do to change society on my own. Men have indoctrinated women into thinking their own oppression is sexy and normal, and some women even like BDSM and porn and their sexual desires are based on porn and not in what they really want because porn is all about pleasing the dick, not about female pleasure.

Men trained women to like being submissive and serve men sexually and women think they like that. Everyday I find out about more horrible things that men do to women, like the pedophile elite, the oppression in music and film industry, the rape culture, the horrible inhumane conditions of women and girls in many countries, men kill them for not having sons, for not wanting to be with them, for resisting abuse, they control every aspect of their lives, they kill baby girls, they force the abortion of baby girls, they deny education to girls and force actual female children to marry men, legally!

They mutilate our genitals, they call us witches they throw acid at us they see us as sexual holes to fuck, they sexually abuse us, they call themselves women bc they have a "lady brain", they want to have sex with their own daughters, they shame us for having sex, they indoctrinate us to think we are inferior with their religions, we always fear to be raped when we're alone, men control the political and economical elites, they are trafficking us to sex slavery, they exploit us in the most horrible ways and they have the society tell them it's ok for a man to go to a strip club but it's BAD for a woman to be a stripper and bad to be a prostitute, and it's not cool for a woman to go and see naked men dancing or hire a male prostitute, that's just for high class women before their wedding.

The hipocrisy and the oppression is so evident and yet everything is so normalized and nobody cares about it. Even feminists are defending porn and ignoring important issues. I am so tired. Sorry for the long rant and for the english if it's not correct, if anyone can tell me how do they cope, what do they do to feel better that will help a lot. Thank you.