“Even if I find a girl, the black pill has done it's damage.”
Sounds like a self-correcting problem. You’re not going to find a girl while accepting that lie.
“If I get in a relationship, I'll be so fucking bitter and jealous knowing that she was gargling another mans cock before me.”
but you’d be okay going from fucking HER to fucking a second girlfriend, right?
I’m not jealous of ANYTHING my wife did before we met. Because whoever it was, she left him (or her, no judgment), and she’s with me, now.
If any woman lowered herself to being associated with you, you should sacrifice a bull in her name, not judge her for any other choice she’s ever made in the history of life in this universe.
“That she was a degenerate in her prime years while I was rotting.”
Yes, you’re right. it’s too late. Just rot some more.
“The black pill has also gave me trust issues.”
But you trust what the blackpill says?
“ When (if) I get a girl, I'll constantly be in a state of paranoia thinking that she's cucking me for chad.”
I can just see him with a nonjudgmental cheerleader, dining in a nice restaurant, she says, “I have to go powder my nose” and OP screams, “You mean Have SEX in the BATHROOM, right!”
“I know I'll get separation anxiety when she's not around me thinking what she's up to and who she might be with.”
So, I was on a sub where the crew lived in New London, CT, while the boat made patrols out of Holy Loch, Scotland. Watched a lot of guys intentionally go on liberty for the purpose of having sex with a local. But they’d spend patrol wondering if their wife was cheating on them with a Marine…
I absolutely cannot understand marrying someone if you can’t trust them, and they should not trust you. I can’t understand DATING someone you can’t trust… I mean, why?
“The only way I'll be relieved is if I have her on a leash and within my sight at all times which is obviously impossible.”
Seek help.
“Being woke and black pilled has ruined me.”
I suspect that being woke and blackpilled only give images to fears you already had. You’re kinda whack.
"WHY ARE ALL YOU FUCKING FEMALES LIKE THIS?”
They’re not. that’s the blackpill talking.
“ WHY HAVE YOU GIVEN ME THIS PARANOIA YOU DEGENERATES.”
Nothing to do with anyone but you, bubbles.
“I CANT EVEN BE HAPPY EVEN IF I WAS IN LOVE. CHANGE YOURSELVES ROASTIES.”
Seriously, open up to a therapist.
