(Orlov)
SuicideFuel 16 year old neighbour I had a crush on officially lost her virginity and it's depressing

I'm 30 by the way. But I became attracted to her somehow, I guess I am naive and childlike still, never developed psychologically beyond my teenage years. So anyway I knew for a fact she is a virgin, she is just so sweet, and pretty, and simple with normal tastes, just a girl from my neighborhood whom I followed on instagram and facebook. But for the last six months she began dating some low-inhibited football normie guy who is from different school but they are the same age. And as I suspected - I found out she finally lost her virginity with him.

What pains me is that her youth will never touch my life, since I'm already an oldcel by definition. More than anything it hurts me when I see teenagers having fun and living through milestones (first kiss/sex, teen love, youth, friendship) while I rot. It's just so painful to know I can't be part of that world ever.

(Copexodius Maximus)
Love how all these people are losing their virginity in their teens. Meanwhile we are rotting never even getting a look from anyone. Fuck this gay Earth, there's no equality in this world, some people are just born superior while ugly subhumans like us are doomed to rot or be some whore's beta provider.

i always get so angry when i read stories about people losing their virginities at age 14 like fuck I was playing video games while they were fucking like rabbits

I wish I could go back in time and know about all the blackpill stuff I know now at 14. I would have tried super hard to mew, lift (to height maxxx), take roids, etc. But now it's too late, and my life is already over in my early 20s.