[Serious] If I ever get a girlfriend I will become the next Elon Musk/Jeff Bezos/Mark Jewerberg

Currently my motivation is 0, I can barely force myself to get out of my bed to shower because life is pointless if youre just going to live it alone

But I remember back when I was a kid I used to be so ahead of my classmates and other people in terms of everything, academics, motivation, doing stuff, being active, creating things, fuck I was getting into programming and making dumb games and hacks at like 11

But then around that same time my dick got the ability to become hard and all I ever wanted since then is a gf

If I ever get a girlfriend and dont have this incel stuff weighing me down 24/7 I will literally become a god tier human and accomplish so much

Part of me thinks god made me like this so others would have a chance