I remember my trans son saying “oh, men are so icky” once during his process. I praised men at that point including his dad, whom I’m divorced from. But it didn’t change his mind, it was already ingrained cult thinking.

I also wake up and look thru photos of trans people involved in shootings thinking, Please God, don’t let me see his picture there. He told me a few times, he was a Pacifist, so that was some comfort. Of course that was a while ago and since then he’s called me every name in the book, Facist, Nazi, Trump lover, I can’t think of the other names, it must be my brain protecting me! I don’t even think I spelled faccist right I never even heard the word before these Liberals and trans groups started throwing it around. Gee, don’t they realize that if Trump was really a fascist he would have them all thrown in jail? There is no reasoning when they are consumed by this cult thinking so I have just backed off. I don’t speak to my son anymore. I don’t send him things. I don’t try to convince him. I just pray. I just pray that he’ll wake up someday and say, what have I done to myself because it’s he who did it to himself -Not me not his dad not his sister - is he who agreed to harm himself! I’m just at a loss as to what to do.

I blame the professionals. I’d like to see every one of them behind bars. Everyone who gave cross sex hormones to anybody or did a surgery on anybody should be behind bars forever Licenses revoked that’s the punishment they deserve for ruining a class of society that was our future!

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St Monica prayed for 17 years before St Augustine changed his wicked ways. He was a radical, had a baby out of wedlock, drank, ran around and ultra liberal highly intelligent man going against everything good of his time around 483 - he wasn’t a trans I don’t think it existed then but they still had people going astray against the normality of goodness. Finally his mother’s prayers paid off he came back to sanity and became a highly respected Saint of the Catholic Church!