When the world went quiet in 2020, something deeper began to stir.

COVID and the Collapse of False Gods is not a political account of the pandemic, nor a simple retelling of restrictions and mandates. It is a spiritual awakening memoir, one woman’s journey through chaos, silence, confrontation, and awakening. Born of war and exile, she entered the pandemic with a sensitivity to patterns of control that many could not yet see.

From a prophetic encounter in Sedona just before the outbreak, through seasons of solitude, division, and resistance, to standing in the snow with the Freedom Convoy of 2022, this story reveals how the machinery of fear has always worked across centuries, across crises, across civilizations. Witch trials. McCarthyism. Post-9/11. The pattern is familiar, mechanical, and precise. Yet every cycle also carries within it the seeds of awakening.

This is not a book of answers or solutions. It does not offer hope, and it does not traffic in fear. Instead, it offers something far rarer: clarity. Recognition. The kind of knowing that comes when illusions collapse and truth rises uninvited in their place, an awakening in times of crisis.

The chapters unfold as lived testimony: the stillness of empty streets, the sting of being cast out for standing apart, the weight of handcuffs against bare wrists, the trembling solidarity of a nation waking up together in the snow. Each moment is both deeply personal and unmistakably collective, a mirror of the times we lived through and the memoir of courage it took to face them.

COVID and the Collapse of False Gods is for those who felt, deep in their bones, that what unfolded from 2020 to 2022 was about more than a virus. It is for those who cannot unsee what they saw, cannot unknow what they now know, those who are committed to seeing through illusion and walking in truth.

It is messy. It is painful. It is necessary.

And it is offered as witness, for the past, for the present, and for what is still to come.