How I went from a Women hating Incel into a reformed Feminist thanks to my girlfriend.
I was an Incel like you, spent countless hours a day hating on women for no apparent reason. Now I look back, i'm ashamed of my previous actions. How did it change ?
One day a stranger inboxed me here on reddit, wanted to question my lifestyle, found out she was a "foid"(very disrespectful), she invited me for a coffee. I accepted and my life completely changed for the better.
She helped me realize what an entitled, piece of shit men are and how ashamed I should be. She helped me realize my ethnicity(Indian) is bottom of the barrel, backward that oppresses women, made me apologize to 1000 random women on Instagram on behalf of my ethnicity, I couldn’t copy paste, I had to re-write each time.. She went through the pics of all my crushes from middle school to high school and helped me realize my crushes didn't owe their body to me, and it was actually inappropriate that that some of them found out about it and helped me realize what kind of trauma they would have faced by someone like me having crush on them.
Since I was hard wired into being a piece of shit that hated women and oppressed them, she had to use harsh punishment to rewire the correct way. For example, we walked into the starbucks I worked in, I forgot to hold the door, so she made me kneel down in front of everyone at starbucks and face slap me and yell “I RESPECT WOMEN AND IM ASHAMED TO BE A MAN”.
I once saw her flirt with another dude, when I questioned her she helped me realized that women should not be oppressed, but again I was being a piece of shit so that means the punishment was going to be harsher. She tied me up naked, and beat my testicles hard for 20 minutes straight with a wooden spoon. I was in pain, I cried so much that I stopped producing tears. But that was absolutely necessary for my rewiring.
I caught her another time on Tinder, I confronted but instead of punishing me, she asked to join them on a threesome. We never had sex yet, just a kiss on the cheek. Before the intercourse began she had a little game and told me and Brad had to wrestle each other and only the winner gets to have sex with her. She wanted to see me if I can protect her in case of danger. Brad is about 6,5, muscular built. He put me on headlock and started choking me, my GF however was encouraging and motivating. She kept cheering “Die you fucking incel, I want you to fucking die right now with your mouth open, then I’ll cut your dick and shove it in your mouth and post it on Facebook and tag your mom”. It was encouraging but I knocked out and woke up with heavy feeling in my chest. As I woke up, I realize my GF was on top of me and Brad was on top of her having intercourse. Haha I guess since I lost, I’m still a virgin. The highlight of the night came when she wanted to get comfortable having Anal Sex, she attempted in the past but didn’t work, so she needed me to hold her hand, be therefore her and comfort as Brad is going in. I really teared up when Brad fully went inside her Anus while she was in tear of joy and pleasure. That was the first time I ever shed tears in joy.
Past weekend, she wanted to help me teach how women feel when they are obligated to perform Oral on guys. I was dressed up as a female, wore make up, lipstick and she guided me into performing proper Oral on Brad. It was tough but I'm not an ignorant asshole that is homophobic. Therefore I tried to enjoy my time, I choked, gagged and when Brad came I was ordered to keep his cum inside my mouth for 5 minutes before told to swallow it. I never knew Cum was warm and metalic. It was absolutely necessary for me to go through that to be a full on man in this world.
Guys, give up this women hating subreddit, please find a gf, respect woman and live a better life. and Stop being an INCEL hahahaha.