Story Told my mom I'm going to kill myself and told them to throw my body out in a dumpster, she freaked out any called my dad and the rabbi

I am a manlet compared to my brother. My brother looks like me a lot (better looking version), but is very tall, and gets women hitting on him all the time, meanwhile I just rot. She said height isn't everything, and that me having a very successful career means they are very proud of me, and that my brother is a failure in their eyes.

She said he only gets trashy girl, and I should go for orthodox religious girls with good morals. I told her that they all have slept around, and I will only ever be a beta buck cuck for her. Then told her all about female mating strategy about alpha fucks beta bucks, and told her all the so called religious girls she knows are actually all whores who sleep around.

My mom was crying and asking how "muh sweet litte flower" could have been hurt this bad and all that bullshit? I told her there is no hope for me in this life, and that I'm going to kill myself and I requested that I don't get buried cause FUCK GOD and JUDAISM. Told her to toss my body in the garbage dump cause it was garbage, or throw it for a pack of rabid dogs to rip apart and eat.

My mom called my dad now in a panic and the local rabbi, and called for an emergency help.

Hopefully this stupid drama ends and they come to terms with the fact that it's over for me.