My son isn't that tall but nonetheless is very masculine in build. He also has super thick dark brown hair all over his body. What he looks like while dressing and acting like a so called woman is simply absurd. He is so clearly a large build man trying to pass. It breaks my heart in a zillion pieces. But in addition to his ridiculous appearance it makes me sad for how he could look if he accepted how he was born. He would be so handsome and pleasant looking. I haven't seen my son with a manly haircut in 10 years. His long unkempt hair is past his elbows. On the rare occasion he ties his hair back (like for his brother's wedding when he agreed to wear men clothes) I just get so emotional. Because on a superficial level ( I know its just hair) I have my son back a little. The emotions are so hard to express. This all is profoundly sad.