I cannot help but love my child, even when that love gets in the way of TRULY LOVING him. It makes me sick.
An excellent description of the damage transphobia inflicts on its followers.
This mother admits her trans daughter looks no different from a cis woman, but clings to the idea that this is Bad and Wrong. She admits to loving her child, but "knows" that TRULY LOVING her should mean criticizing and punishing her to force her to detransition. The mother feels sickened that she is not acting like a poisonous bigot as the PITT cult insists.
This woman is teetering right on the edge of detransitioning from transphobia into basic humanity. I hope she's able to leave that PITT of toxic failures and allow herself to love her child without guilt.