"However, it was only last year where I've really become more comfortable in just outright admitting that I am simply more evil than good.”
Ah.
People have been calling you an asshole so much, you’ve decided to embrace it.
You like pissing off the normies, which does not make you evil, just resentful.
“It's simply in my nature to both BE evil and ASPIRE to be evil,”
Depends on what evil you’re aspiring to. Are you kidnapping babies and eating them? Or do you tip the waitress three pennies she can’t spend anymore?
“so much so that much like Charlie Kirk, I see empathy as a marker of weakness.”
Or, you just don’t even comprehend empathy. Again, not evil. Probably autistic.
“I see murder and cruelty as a spectacle of titillation.”
Okay. Do you commit any murders yourself? Or just laugh at the news?
“I see hypocrisy as the a coveted status marker of power.”
Kind of a jump down from murder, isn’t it?
“First of all, only strong, bold, and powerful people have what it takes to commit acts of evil.”
Oh, please. Evil is performed at all levels of power. The only difference is how many people you can affect. Like Kim Davis, she could only abuse her power to inconvenience a few gays that came to her office for licenses.
Hiring managers can only tank a few job applications without someone noticing.
And bold? Just look at how often rape apologists blame the victim. BOLD would be saying, “I raped her and it was a decision I made!” not ‘He raped her and it was entirely her fault for (teasing/wearing a short skirt/being out at night/being a woman).’
“I did not say acts of violence, or acts of thievery, or 'acts' that have a tendency to be perceived in a certain way. I mean acts of true malice, where you aren't picking a side, there isn't an ulterior motive of possible benevolence.”
Yeah. Got that. Evil.
Rape apology, misogyny, racism, plenty of small acts of evil that don’t reflect great power or strength.
You’re just an asshole trying to pump yourself up because of your assholery.
"DOMINANCE, POWER, CRUELTY = ZENITH OF MAN.”
I might have chosen the conquering of fire, the invention of an alphabet, and moveable type. But then, I’m not trying to put myself on a pedestal.
“or better yet:
PSYCHOPATHY, MACHIAVELLIANISM, NARCISSISM = WORTHY OF RESPECT”
Psychopathy literally means your brain doesn’t work correctly. No one respects that except other psychopaths.
Machiaveli taught being deceitful. That’s not bold. Hiding your intentions or your actions or your blame means you fear other people’s reactions. You’re not really powerful if you can’t stand up to social pushback.
And narcissism? Why would I respect YOU loving YOUR evil ass?
Selfishness might be closer to what you actually want. Not narcissism.
“This sensation of being exposed to evil was both injuring my mind but giving me a psychotic rush at the same time.”
SO, you do recognize impotent evil, but still think true evil requires power?
What a maroon.
“I think the only difference between a blackpilled incel and a bluepilled incel"
Can you BE a bluepilled incel? Really?
Aren’t they contradictory terms? I mean, bluepilled virgin is a thing, but ‘incel’ has come to refer to some rather silly little ineffective people, who add ‘-cel’ to everything and call women every name except ‘woman.’